Recently, i had lost many of my stuffs. Just yesterday i had lost my pencil box which i had been with me for 7 years. The pencil box is first brought by my dad when i was 9. After a while, my dad no longer using the pencil box anymore and i took the pencil box and made it mine. This rectangle-shaped, black, made with smooth material and have a cute picture of a hamster holding a leave and with the brand of Kukumalu. The quality of the pencil box is so good that i could have it for 7 years. It carries all the memory i had with it. I remember when i was twelve, it was the last day of school before the first semester holiday. I remember i could not find my pencil box and thought it was lost with a devastating heart. I brought a new pencil case then and school reopens. I do not really remember but i know, after some time, we were cleaning the class and found a black pencil case in a cupboard and that was when i knew one of the boy in my class had hide it away before the holidays. I might be angry at the boy but i think i am more glad in heart that i had found the pencil case. So, it had been with me through high school and till this year, it went missing, It is lost. Call me weird or so but i just could not hide my feeling of emptiness without my black Kukumalu pencil case with me during school or tuition. Call me old fashion but i am one that does not like changing my pencil case. When i like this pencil case, i am sure to myself i'll use it till the end. I love my black Kukumalu pencil case so much. I wonder where it is now. I hope even with a slightest chance, i might be able to find it even though i know this might be hard. Actually, i had wanted to use that pencil case till college and if can, through university and i'll keep it with me forever. But because of my own careless self does not fulfill it. Now, i am using a new pencil case. Don't get me wrong, i love my new pencil case so much but i just miss my old one. I just miss it. D:

I did not even took a picture of it.

You see, what make it even more sad for me is that i had lost a lot of things this year. Just a few weeks ago, i lost my bottle which is my second one. And the first one, i had no idea where it went. The other day i went to Taylor Lakeside Campus OIC Camp and there, i lost my Tupperwear bottle. Well, i feel sad for losing them but the feeling is nothing compare to the lost of my pencil case. I even lost my St. John uniform! And had not the slightest idea where it was.

So you see guys, every thing you had will eventually go away one day and by then, it'll be too late for you. So, take care of your things well and treasured it well you still had it . I always have this feeling when i lost something. I will wonder where it was and think of how it is feeling now. Had someone taken it? Are they on the table or on the floor now? Are they in good condition? I will just wander away with endless questions of how my missing things are and i think that is kind of weird and funny.

I'll try to look in a positive side now. Ok, things will lost. It will. Things always happen for a reason. You might not find the reason yet but it will come eventually. But as you got it now, just treasured it with all your heart and take good care of it. Nobody's perfect. Everyone will make mistakes but it is up to you whether you want to learn from it or not. It's your choice.

I learned my mistakes.