Recently, i had lost many of my stuffs. Just yesterday i had lost my pencil box which i had been with me for 7 years. The pencil box is first brought by my dad when i was 9. After a while, my dad no longer using the pencil box anymore and i took the pencil box and made it mine. This rectangle-shaped, black, made with smooth material and have a cute picture of a hamster holding a leave and with the brand of Kukumalu. The quality of the pencil box is so good that i could have it for 7 years. It carries all the memory i had with it. I remember when i was twelve, it was the last day of school before the first semester holiday. I remember i could not find my pencil box and thought it was lost with a devastating heart. I brought a new pencil case then and school reopens. I do not really remember but i know, after some time, we were cleaning the class and found a black pencil case in a cupboard and that was when i knew one of the boy in my class had hide it away before the holidays. I might be angry at the boy but i think i am more glad in heart that i had found the pencil case. So, it had been with me through high school and till this year, it went missing, It is lost. Call me weird or so but i just could not hide my feeling of emptiness without my black Kukumalu pencil case with me during school or tuition. Call me old fashion but i am one that does not like changing my pencil case. When i like this pencil case, i am sure to myself i'll use it till the end. I love my black Kukumalu pencil case so much. I wonder where it is now. I hope even with a slightest chance, i might be able to find it even though i know this might be hard. Actually, i had wanted to use that pencil case till college and if can, through university and i'll keep it with me forever. But because of my own careless self does not fulfill it. Now, i am using a new pencil case. Don't get me wrong, i love my new pencil case so much but i just miss my old one. I just miss it. D:

I did not even took a picture of it.

You see, what make it even more sad for me is that i had lost a lot of things this year. Just a few weeks ago, i lost my bottle which is my second one. And the first one, i had no idea where it went. The other day i went to Taylor Lakeside Campus OIC Camp and there, i lost my Tupperwear bottle. Well, i feel sad for losing them but the feeling is nothing compare to the lost of my pencil case. I even lost my St. John uniform! And had not the slightest idea where it was.

So you see guys, every thing you had will eventually go away one day and by then, it'll be too late for you. So, take care of your things well and treasured it well you still had it . I always have this feeling when i lost something. I will wonder where it was and think of how it is feeling now. Had someone taken it? Are they on the table or on the floor now? Are they in good condition? I will just wander away with endless questions of how my missing things are and i think that is kind of weird and funny.

I'll try to look in a positive side now. Ok, things will lost. It will. Things always happen for a reason. You might not find the reason yet but it will come eventually. But as you got it now, just treasured it with all your heart and take good care of it. Nobody's perfect. Everyone will make mistakes but it is up to you whether you want to learn from it or not. It's your choice.

I learned my mistakes.

Anyways we had the Marathon of quite short distance with 1.5km only with four schools joined together that is SK Seri Bintang Utara, SMK Seri Bintang Utara, SK Seri Bintang Selatan and SMK Seri Bintang Selatan. Four schools are to run together. My freinds and I decided to walk all the walk as this marathon is not a competition.

After the walk, we went back to the school compound and had some games between sport houses. We were dismissed early half and hour and Ivy and I went straight to Martin, have lunch at KFC and start our math class at 2pm and later continue our chemistry class till 5.45pm. But i kinda like today class as it involves food which is my favorite thing.

It is an exhausted day but we pull it through all. :D

Anyways, this would be my first and last Karnival Koko as last year, i could not join the carnival because i am on duty in the ASEAN Games event and missed the carnival. So, this year i am in charge of the St.John stall along with Jern Wei, Joshua, Izyan , Jazmina and Juan Lee. And i think we really done a freaking great job in it. We are such an awesome team!

Besides that, i had a great time with my awesomess friends. We went to stalls, brought delicious food and ate them with laughter to share. And we also went to the haunted house. Ok, i admit i am abit of scary cat and i really do not like those creepy things. So, it is my first time going to a haunted house by walking. The last time i went is when i was in primary school at a funfair which we went in by train and i already hate that. We went in, in pairs and i am paired with Michelle and haha, we got ourselves the wrong partners cause we were both VERY scared of those type of stuffs.

Once we went in, we were trapped in darkness and we could not see a thing and those creepy "ghosts" will come out from their hidden spot and scared as like hell. LOL we just got in and both of us started to scream, so loud and i even tried to turn back to get out from there.

Its a horrible journey for me. Now, do not get me wrong when i said it's a horrible journey but what i mean its a very scary journey for me that with such a small room, it had made to what seem like a forever journey that was trapped in darkness.

And what's more, i am the last in the line of them and those ghosts" keep grabbing me and those not want to let go. Now, that is not scary but its annoying, like seriously =.=

Luckily we survived our journey there and when we like finally, reached the exit and get out from there, Michelle and I are our of breath. We are trying to breath in some fresh air. Seriously, that thing really scared me off and i know i am never going to go to another haunted house, ever again. But still, i think RM 3 for the haunted house is very worth it cause it really scared out of hell off me haha.

Nevertheless, i really had a great time there and as this is my very last year. I want to thank you to my friends all who had help me this carnival a great and fun time for me. Love you guys so much! Muah